A Girl That Breaks The Heart and The Rats That Leave Some Trails on The Corner.

It’s been a month since the last time I blogged. I guess because life has been good and I have nothing to whine about. Two thousand and twelve has been the best year of my life so far and most of it because I have the greatest friends anyone can ever hope for. We spent time traveling together, lost trail in the jungle, doing BBQ at tiny garden at the back of my friend’s house with fireworks blazing in the background. I’ve also made friends with the rats. They can now take over my house only when I’m not in. I know this because they always leave some trails on the corner: their shit. One evening I drank up the coffee I left from the morning. It tasted funny and I realized that some rats had dropped its dropping in it.

But that’s ok. I shouted to them “You fucker!”. One of them made sound. I guessed it said, “Sorry. My bad.” Apology accepted – I still finished up my coffee tasted of their shit though.

Apart from all the good stuffs, there was one thing that bothered me all this time. A girl. I admit I always thought that girl crush thing was sort of a weird concept. Until it happened to me. You see, I have gotten hooked on this girl for almost a year. Some friends have been accusing me for being too cold and too slow on showing my affection feeling towards that girl I have a crush on – Especially when I’m enjoying myself too much on something else like, Playing games. The last time i told her that ‘I love her so much.’ It turned out to be the biggest mistake ever made. At that time, She wasn’t in her best mood, then she was really mad and showed me her answers by making needly tweeter updates which definitely slapped me in the face.

But, again that’s ok. For a while, it really annoyed me. But then I realized, you cannot prevent someone from making bad comments about you, right?.

I don’t really have time to think about love towards her anymore or just to make some time to discuss with the leader of the rat what they can and can’t do in my house. I’m just too busy with something else, now.

Playing games

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Written : AP